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Smeared black ink, your palms are sweaty and I'm barely listening to last demands. I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am. I'll wear my badge. A vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest that tells your new friends: I am a visitor here I am not permanent. And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am. You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex. A stranger with your door key explaining that i'm just visiting and i am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving.

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hii [ August 1st 2006 & 4:40pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

so i think im going to write in this fucker again.
so how is everyones summer?
and i got a new layout shit.


a stranger with 7 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

getting high with hott guys = ♥ [ January 22nd 2006 & 2:19pm]
[ mood | high ]

wow friday was sooo much fun!!
i went to the basketball game which was sweet.
then i went to steve o's house with lindz kate and jaclyn.
then like there was a party there and like older guys were there.
then me and lindz spent the night at lindseys house.
then on saturday i hung out with lindz. but then kel and lindz
came over my house and we called james and then we went to steve o's
house cause there was another party there. and like jason, jordan,
olivia s., becca m., devon, seth, eric necker, erica, tim, and a bunch
more of older people were there, and we partyied and all that jazz.
it was the funniest everrr!!!


a stranger with 1 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

fun fun fun [ January 17th 2006 & 11:58am]
[ mood | chipper ]

im in school right now but yea.

so my weekend was sooo much fun.
i was supposed to be grounded but i got ungrounded.
i went to the varsity and JV basketball game.
then spent the night at lindseys house with her and kel.
then i went cosmic bowling with a bunch of people on saturday
i also went to the movies on sunday to see narnia w/ a bunch of people
too. then spent the night at kels house that night to. so i wasnt home
all weekend. it was fun.

DSA!! BFFL! i love you guyss!!

a stranger with 2 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

any whoo [ December 18th 2005 & 3:30pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so yea i redid my livejournal. . .
i think im going to start writing in this again.

leave me a comment pleaseeeeee

a stranger with 5 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

expell [ October 24th 2005 & 9:21pm]
[ mood | sad ]

they want to fucking expell me!
im crying my eyes out, i have no idea what to do.
i'll miss everyone so much if i do. i wont be graduating
with any of my friends or anything.
gosh i hate my life right now......


a stranger with 35 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ October 23rd 2005 & 10:49pm]
[ mood | drained ]

so yea im suspended for 3 days for fighting, and i love everyone who was there for me and helping me out<333

• What time is it now?: 10:52
• Outfit: white tank top, sports bra, white socks, blue abercrombie and fitch short shorts, and underwear
• Hairstyle: up in a messy ponytail
• Jewelry: a american eagle boys necklace and a ponytail on my wrist

Do you:
• cut yourself: no
• lick yourself: no?

• whine a lot: no not really
• hate a lot of people: sadly yea
• have too many friends: nope
• want to die: no
• wear dark colors: sometimes but it depends on what i want to wear
• dye your hair: yea
• have a crush?: yes

Have you ever:
• kissed someone: yes
• gotten drunk: yea
• worn rainbow: no
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes
• left the country: yes
• had a party with over 30 people: yup
• taken nude pictures: no
• stolen something: yea
• caught something on fire: yea
• cheated on someone: no
• wanted to cheat on someone: yea

Last person:
• you touched: chris k.
• you hugged: um alot of people at the football game and at school
• you kissed: bruce or ryan cook
• you instant messaged: lindsey
• broke your heart: . . . . .

Are you:
• understanding: yea
• arrogant: no
• interesting: yes
• smart: sometimes when i want to be
• childish: sometimes
• healthy: no not really
• emotionally stable: yea
• shy: Never
• difficult: not really
• attractive: im not saying im ugly but im not saying im pretty, but im not sure
• bored easily: yes
• thirsty: yea
• obsessive: sometimes
• angry: no
• sad: sort of not really
• happy: a lil
• ill: no
• talkative: yea
• ignored: no
• reliable: very
• sleepy: nope
• lonely: sort of

Info about yourself:
• what is your birth name?: Alexis
• How tall are you? 5'4
• brothers/sisters?: Adam, and two half sisters, Barb and Tracy

• what are your favorite band/artists? brand new, billy talent, and fall out boy
• color(s)?: BLUE!, ( pink and teal i like to)
• Fav. Soda?: mountain dew
• music? rock and rap
• stores in the mall?: Hollister, A&F, and American Eagle
• roller coaster?: I LOVE THEM!
• candy?: sour patch kids
• Lullabies: rock a my baby? idk lol
• cookies?: sugar cookies
• juice?: orange
• holiday?: christmas or halloween because i love all the scary stuff!
• month?: october december and may

In the last 24 hours:
• cried?: nope
• missed someone?: yes
• yelled at someone?: chris and adam because they were making fun of me lol
• drove somewhere?: nope
• talked to someone on the phone?: yea
• been online?: yea
• smiled?: yea at chris because hes just sweet like that lol
• had sex?: everyday, just kidding
• kissed someone?: nope
• hugged someone?: yea
• last thing you ate? a cookie

Have you ever:
• been in love: not sure
• been in trouble with the police?: yea
• hit someone?: yea ashleys ugly face!
• broken something?: of course lol
• betrayed a friend?: no
• played strip poker?: um. . . .
• skipped school?: yea
• shot a gun?: yea
• broken something important? yea
• smoked a cig? yea
• dyed your hair?: yes

Okay, last questions:
• what is sitting next to you?: my beds and my desk
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: straight
• Been on a Plane? yes
• kicked your cat for the hell of it: not mine but other peoples lol
• who's your best friend: Lindsey Hope GIllem all the way (bffl)
• are you bored of taking this survey? no
• what time is it now?: 11:04
• how long did it take you to do this? 12 minutes or something

a stranger with 10 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

yawnn [ October 4th 2005 & 5:15pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

so yea i got my homecoming dress. . . . .
its pretty,
its long brown silky, with a v neck.

parents are gay. . . . .

leave me lots of comments pleaseee
about anything anonymous or not


a stranger with 5 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ September 26th 2005 & 6:12pm]
[ mood | blah ]

im going to put parts of songs in here and
you have to name the song and the artist:

1. If I seem bleak
Well you'd be correct
And if I don't speak
It's cause I can't disconnect
But I won't be burned by the reflection
Of the fire in your eyes
As you're staring at the sun

2. Ever so sweet...
you make this seem
the way things go
its not my fault
and i'll miss
i'll miss you so good
through all of those nights
we lost our way back home

3.Lie awake, wondering,
If things could have been much different.
Second chance, what's become
Of a friendship if you can call this one?
Stayed in touch, stood behind,
While I gave you space
And you invade mine
While everyone makes mistakes,

4.From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left

5.So let me take thee with a chainsaw, (Chainsaw)
and take the glass against your wrists.
You know I am your worst nightmare
Oh how you love my bloody kiss.
But its time to die
(Your worth more dead)

6.When you're left with only a bullet
I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it
I'll be the end of everyone who's ever entered your life
And taken pieces out of it.
I'll give you enough time to regain your composure
To reconstruct a heart that's torn apart from over-exposure
I know forever isn't long enough to forget the faces and places
...that played out your tragedy

7.So don't be fooled, so don't be lied to
Love was always cruel
And don't act strange, don't be a stranger
It happened to me, now it's happening to you
But if you take that train underwater
Then we could talk it through

8.Ay bitch! wait til you see my dick
Wait til you see my dick
Ay bitch! wait til you see my dick
Imma beat dat pussy up
Ay bitch! wait til you see my dick
Wait you see my dick
Ay bitch! wait til you see my dick
Imma beat dat pussy up

9.Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottles full,
maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in.
Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.

10.Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost

can you guess them?!

a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

homecoming [ September 23rd 2005 & 5:11pm]
[ mood | excited ]

well i need a date for homecoming now.
me and bruce arent going anymore.
so any guy who would want to go with me
as friends or as a date just comment!


omg i love being just friends with bruce.
i can actually be myself and be goofy
and just u know not feel uncomfortable
and not having to worry about doing
something stupid or anything.

o yea that football game was awesome.
i hung out with a bunch of different people.
ha jacque, amy, justin, bruce, lindsey, when
i see u guys in the hall way im so giving
u guys a rhino! (that was great)

a stranger with 8 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ September 21st 2005 & 9:51pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

is there a reason why im living?
because so far life sucks.


comment on anything under annoymous
of what ur sick of, or a secret, or about love.
anything u fucking want. because i would love to read
what u guys have to say.


a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

ugh [ September 17th 2005 & 4:18pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

kelly u really need to fuck off right about now.
dont mess up my life.
dont talk to the guy i like.
dont do stupid shit to make me mad.
dont say ur going to buy a blue dress just to piss me off.

just go back where you belong.
my life would be better off...

a stranger with 12 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

new schedule [ September 14th 2005 & 7:41pm]
[ mood | sick ]

so i got my schedule changed but im happy they changed it!

1st hour - IPS
2nd hour - drama
3rd hour - algebra boggio
4th hour - civics (same)
5th hour - gym (same)
6th hour - english 9 boggio

now i have classes with bruce wooo hooo

so yea he wrote me this 2 page note and it was cute.
hes amazing!


a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

date for homecoming [ September 12th 2005 & 8:22pm]
[ mood | loved ]

so yesterday i went to the greenday concert...
it was amazing!!!

so today was pretty much great!
yea bruce asked me to


a stranger with 2 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

hehe [ September 11th 2005 & 11:59am]
[ mood | good ]


a stranger with 2 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ September 10th 2005 & 4:57pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

hmm homecoming is less then a month away.
i bet i wont get a date

a stranger with 10 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

fuck off [ September 9th 2005 & 8:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

found good things out and found bad things out
but w/e people can think whatever the fuck
they want and not even give them a chance.....

so today was fun at cheerleading!

tomorrow i have family pictures then my brothers
senior pictures fun fun fun! not


a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

perfect [ September 8th 2005 & 9:36pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

well yea i like him alot
hes like everything that i would
want in a guy like hes just like me
so thats really cool.

today i had a football game
and i got there early and sean simpson or w/e
he was talking to me so that was pretty cool cause
hes hott and all. then we cheered and i had
to leave at half time to get my hair cut,
and i HATE IT!!! i almost started to cry.
its brown and its shoulder length and its got
a side bangs but i HATE IT i miss my blonde hair
and longer!!!!!!

comment to cheer me up!!


a stranger with 10 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

:D [ September 7th 2005 & 9:42pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well i like someone
and today was a really really good day for me!
im really happy!

comment pleasee


a stranger with 2 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ September 6th 2005 & 6:57pm]
[ mood | confused ]

first day of school
hmmm. . . . . . . .
its going to be fun

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i dont know why i dont like anyone and its bugging
the shit out of me lol



a stranger with 1 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

peach fest [ September 5th 2005 & 8:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]

well today was fun.
i walked in the parade for cheerleading.
then i went to peach fest.
i hung out with kate, paul, taylor, allie,
becka, V, and some other kid. and gosh was it fun!
i miss kate so much shes so fun!
and yea im excited for school tomorrow!


a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

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